tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11921593404266215352024-02-19T02:15:49.475-08:00TY- stands for Teacher YanaMy tarbiyyah journal; it keeps all the memories along the journey towards meeting my Lord.Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-23961287737694443052015-08-22T05:57:00.000-07:002015-08-22T05:57:11.597-07:00A teacher next door #1Just in case you haven't heard the news; I'm currently doing my teaching practice and it has been four weeks!<br />
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So, that day, it was NILAM (which the teacher has to bring the students to the library for a period for reading session) and as usual, some of the students are not really reading -- and this one girl came to me and say;<br />
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Student: Teacher, tengok tu Veron (a Chinese) baca buku Islam. He knows a lot about Islam. Dia pandai gila.. Saya tak pandai.<br />
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Me: Kenapa pula awak tak pandai?<br />
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Student: Saya tak ada A pun masa UPSR haritu..<br />
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Me: How many A(s) should not define your intelligence, my dear. (There you go, I give the animals'-exam-panjat-pokok-if-you-ever-heard-once analogy)<br />
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Student: Tapi... Still tak pandai. Semua orang nak tengok A. Mak saya pun nak A.<br />
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Sigh sigh sigh and sigh. These kids have been doctrined by the adults... So sad. What a sad truth. I believe in multiple intelligence. They have their own strength, not everyone should be a doctor, should be an engineer or so. Let them develop their very own potential in their very own field chosen by themselves.<br />
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But on another note, I ever taught a class on topic 'Ambition' and I'm so glad to know that the students nowadays have various kind of ambitions; they wanted to be a lawyer, open a boutique, chef, pilot, architect, news anchor, actress and so. Tak macam kitorang dulu, manjang nak jadi doktor atau engineer je hewhew.Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-41278902675446201392015-05-11T05:16:00.004-07:002015-05-11T05:16:52.794-07:00Just a random post :)<br />
Today, I brought mama to HSA for her monthly check-up. While on the road back, we chit-chatted about this one old man (we overheard the doctor in front us explaining to him about his disease) and we conclude that: semua penyakit hanyalah asbab untuk kita kembali bertemu Pencipta kita sahajaaaaaa :)) Sememangnya, as we grew old, kita punya system dalam badan semua dah mula melemah, dah mula ek-ok-ek-ok(couldnt function properly) sikit.<br />
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Itulah fitrah manusia.. Allah ciptakan kita bermula dari fasa kita lemah, tak mampu berbuat apa-apa (baby dan kanak kanak), kepada fasa kuat bertenaga (remaja dan waktu muda) kepada fasa asal kita; lemah, tak mampu berbuat apa-apa(tua).<br />
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Its just that, balik tu, I reaaaaally reflect myself. Kematian itu hadir pada bila-bila masa tanpa any signals. Tak kisahla di fasa mana pun kita.. Kan. Then, I reminisce those good old times masa kecik-kecik. Rinddddduuuu sangat sangat waktu kecik-kecik dulu.<br />
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Rindu masa sekolah dekat SKBU 2, sekolah yg paling best! Pergi sekolah naik satu kereta, kereta mak cik Jah- 5 orang ramai-ramai. Duduk taman Munsyi pun paling the best. Sebab masa tu rapat sgt dengan jiran. Selalu datang rumah, main cikgu2, main masak2, main dekat taman... Pastu zaman budak kecik lah yang terpaling rapat dengan semua adik beradik. Sekarang semua org membawa haluan sendiri.. Rapat pun, dah tak rapat mcm dulu like we can sleep together sambil tgk hindustan!! Sobs<br />
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Paling rindu juga zaman rumah arwah Atokyah dekat Kg Tunku... Maybe sebab rumah tu besar. Kitorang main badminton, main police entry, berebut buaian, panjat pokok Rambutan.... Ahh :') Suka sangat time barbeque! Main music chair, main poisonous box, tidur dalam khemah, ada sketsa pastu penat main, ambik ayam bbq tu, makan.. takyah kena kipas2. problem free betul :')<br />
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Lepastu, duduk atas bumbung dekat bilik kak Aina, main dkt ruang kecik abg Adzim, tidur ramai2 kat ruang tamu bentang toto, tengok Mary Kate&Ashley, main monopoly, saidina, scrabbles.. Kadang2 tidur Subang Jaya dekat rumah Athirah.. Hm rindunyaaa!!!<br />
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Rindu dekat arwah Atokyah and arwah maktok.. Arwah atokyah walaupun garang tapi selaaaaaalu buat lawak, usik cucu2 dia. Arwah maktok pula selalu back-up kalau kena marah dengan mama atau abah hehehe. Arwah maktok penuh dengan kelembutan dan kasih sayang... I reaally2 miisss her! Dulu masa arwah maktok meninggal, we all semua tak faham apa-apa. tetamu datang siap main sambut2 tetamu dekat pagar. Omg inesen us :') Pastu bila tengok arwah maktok diangkat and disembahyang jenazah kan sampai lah ke kubur duk meraung menangis tak henti semua... I remembered all that! I remembered the moment "semua ni bukan main2, maktok mmg dah takde", the moment tengok semua orang solatkan maktok, maktok dimasukkan ke liang lahad... It hurts so much :'(<br />
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Haih.. Waktu kecik-kecik memang best kan? Dunia kita adalah bergembira, enjoy the life! Huhu. Sekarang bila dah ada pelbagai tanggungjawab, not that I miss 'problem-free life' tapi... Entahla. Rasa macam nak sesangat pergi balik ke zaman kecik-kecik yg seronok amat sangat.<br />
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Tapi I guess semua org suka benda yang bersifat kekal. No one likes something temporary. Just look at ourselves, we hope our beauty is eternal. Haip jgn tipu! SIapa yg tak nak kulit sentiasa muda? Kalau tak nak, jgn jaga muka, takyah pakai pencuci muka! Lol ;p<br />
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Maknanya, our hearts long for Jannah, for the hereafter. Sebab sifat kekal tu cuma ada dekat sana. Eternal happiness, to be with our beloved ones forever and problem-free, can only be obtained in Jannah, there. So kita sebenarnya tak nak pun dekat dunia ni.. Dont get it wrong. Huhu. Perasaan tu buat rasa tak sabar nak mati... Tak sabar nak bertemu Allah, melihat wajah Allah. Dunia tersangat melelahkan...<br />
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Tapi itulah :) Apakah kamu menyangka kamu akan masuk syurga sedangkan belum sampai kepadamu ujian seperti mereka yg terdahulu.. Ye dok?<br />
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Lets live life to the fullest --- by obeying Allah wholeheartedly and... give up everything that displease Him ;) Lets! Infirru!<br />
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<br />Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-57293948443113772792015-05-04T17:22:00.003-07:002015-05-04T17:22:30.905-07:00<div style="background-color: white; border: 0px; margin-bottom: 1.5em; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">لأجاريهم، قلدت ظاهر ما فيهم</span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">فبدوتُ شخصاً آخر، كي أتفاخر</span></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">و ظننتُ أنا، أنّي بذلك حُزْت غنى</span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">فوجدتُ أنّي خاسر، فتلك مظاهر</span></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">لا لا </span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">لا نحتاج المال، كي نزداد جمالا، جوهرنا هنا، في القلب تلالا</span><br />
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">نرضي الناس بما لا، نرضاه لنا حالا، ذاك جمالنا، يسمو يتعالى</span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Oh wo oh, oh wo oh..</span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">كن أنت تزدد جمالاً</span></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">أتقبّلهم، الناس لست أقلّدهم </span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">إلا بما يرضيني، كي أرضيني</span></div>
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">سأكون أنا، مثلي تماما هذا أنا</span><br />
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<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">سأكون أنا، من أرضى أنا، لن أسعى لا لرضاهم</span><br />
<span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">وأكون أنا، ما أهوى أنا، مالي وما لرضاهم</span></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;">Be Yourself</span></strong></span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">In order to keep up with them, I imitated their looks and exterior</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">So I became someone else – just to boast</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">And I thought that through that I’d gained a fortune</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">But I found that I’d lost, for these are mere appearances</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Chorus:</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">No, no,</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">We don’t need wealth to increase in beauty</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">No, no</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">That is our beauty, rising and ascending above</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Oh wo oh, oh wo oh..</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Be yourself and you will increase in beauty</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I accept people but I don’t imitate them</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Except for what I agree with, to satisfy myself</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I will just be myself, just the way I am, this is me</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">My conviction suffices, this is my certainty</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">(Chorus)</span></em></div>
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<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I’ll be what I please to be</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I won’t seek their acceptance</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I’ll be whom I love to be</span></em><br />
<em style="border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: 0px; color: #993300; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Why would I care about their acceptance</span></em></div>
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Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-66654470825515884922015-02-11T06:22:00.000-08:002015-02-11T06:40:33.053-08:00Re-define the happiness. (Rant on happiness)<div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">I was born and grew up in a surrounding
where academic achievement, brands, looks and how much your parent earns
monthly are big deals. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Those determine how many friends you made and
it reflects how successful you are which also then determine your rank in
popularity. Lols, childish much, ya ya ya I know! But hey come on, popularity does
matter! Popular means you’re influential and influential means you can tease
whoever you want and feels like to and be mean to some people you hate. Muahaha
just kidding!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Well, I think what matters a lot back then
when we were just a bunch of kids—is friends. Friends mean the world to us! Having
a lot of friends is all you ever want. Alhamdulillah I thank Allah that I moved
a lot from one school to another school hence in result, I have a looooot of
friends, close friends and best friends that I can always count on!
Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Due to that (having a lot of friends) too,
I faced various kinds of people. Some of my friend wouldn’t mind who am I and
simply accept me for who I am. While some are concern about my academic
achievement and endless-ly try to compete (by keep comparing my result with
theirs like oh am gee). And there is few who concern about my family(like what
my parent are doing, how much money do they make, your siblings’ academic
achievement—omg I swear this kind of friend is the most annoying one) while some
of them are those who concern about my stuffs. You know.. Like asking what is
the brand of your this and that and why chose this fashion instead of that and where
will you go for the upcoming school holiday omg leave me alone for heaven’s
sake T___T<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">But then, I accept all my friends for who
they are.. We were just immature at that time, oh well, what do you expect from
a kid? Hahaha.. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Eh all that is only the introduction part.
Here comes the gist-- okay have you realized, we were all been defined by
others all this while? What I was trying to say here is we let other people
determine our happiness, goals and success. Perasan tak? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">When the majority wants to be a doctor or
engineer, we follow them. We want to be a doctor too. Just to be accepted by
majority. The society says those who did not pursue their study are useless, hopeless
and have no future. Thus, we all pursue our study simply because to have a
degree as to not be labelled as useless and hopeless by society. That explains
the existence of such typical dialog -- “kau ni buat malu mak bapak je” Sebab
apa? Because we let others determine our happiness and success. See the connection
now?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Jadi engineer/doctor tu pandai- who says
so? Society. The majority.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">SPM 9A tu berjaya- who says so? Society.
The majority.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Jadi kaya tu untung sangat- who says so?
Society. The majority.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Putih dan kurus tu cantik- who says so?
Society. The majority.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Media plays a very important role in doing this. They broadcast only successful people (as defined by them) and keep promoting fairness (so that everyone believes that fair means beauty). </span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB">Little did they know, psychologist found
out that there is such thing as multiple intelligence which means every human
has been blessed with different talents and everyone has something to offer.
They have their very own potential. Not everyone has to be a doctor nor
engineer. One who is fair is not necessarily beautiful-- vice versa. We are all
beautiful in our own way, and beautiful can’t only be defined by physical
beauty per se. We have inner beauty as well and it can’t be seen and judged by
most people. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">I used to be those people who were trapped
in these crazy narrow minded things. I put so much effort to please people.
They say TESL is cool, so I took TESL though I’m not into it (well, now I am!).
They say thin is beautiful, and I am dying to have a slim body (well I am still
not) until I stop pleasing people. I stop
using their indicator of success and happiness and use mine. I have my own
definition of happiness and success. I do not have to follow others.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">I am sooooo glad that I found Islam, the
real Islam. My goal, success, happiness are all as according to the Quran which
fit my heart best. I feel stressful no more because I have no one to please but
Allah. And to please Allah, is much easier than to please people!<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB">People says fair, slim and tall are beautiful but Allah says outer appearance means nothing. All that matter to Him is taqwa-- the beauty of the inside. Amazingly, that kind of beauty can only be judged by Him alone. How sweet!</span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB">People says you are successful if you managed to achieve your dream/ goals, able to travel the world, have a secured career with enough paycheck, get married to your dream man and have successful kids. While Allah says, the only success to Allah is being able to please Him. And for that is the biggest reward- Jannatul firdaus. </span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB">People says the richest among you is the one who has plenty of money. While to Allah, the richest among you is the one whose good deeds saved them from the Hellfire. Whose deeds are all accepted by Allah..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Sadly, I just feel sooo weird when people nowadays are desperate
to prove to others how successful and happy they are by uploading pictures on
Instagram. Its like, “Hey look Im happy, I ate Mcd” then taking pictures with
Mcd’s foods. (Boycott please anyway) <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">I know and I understand that you just want
to share the happiness but you have to remember, you are trying to make ‘what
should define happiness’ be mainstream. Ok like for example, when everyone is
taking pictures of travelling, and like everyone is suddenly travelled and
upload bunch of pictures. You tried so hard to show that travelling is happy
and fun! I know it is! But what if there is some people who has few money and
has family problem and has no chance to travel, you are making that person
feels like they are unhappy.. Everyone has their own way of making themselves
happy. Some people are happy as simple as just being with their family. While some
need to spend time with friends in order to feel happy.. I don’t know, I might
be wrong. Its just my humble opinion anyway.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">I just do not like how social media has made
others feel so little, felt lifeless and felt like we are nothing and have nothing to offer. For example, getting married early. They flood the
timeline with pictures of solemnization and get thousands of likes and wishes
and comments like-“bestnyewww, jelesnyeww etc etc”. You know, those are enough
to say that majority define happiness as getting married early. Then how about people
who still has no rezeki even if they are dying to get married early. You just make
things worst :(<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Let’s keep the happiness between us. Share
only good things and inspire people by spreading positive vibes – without having
to define how happiness should be like. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Well, let’s back to basic—back to the
<a href="http://understandquran.com/key-happiness-quran.html" target="_blank">happiness as defined by Allah in the Qura</a>n. Success as defined in the Quran by
Allah. As for me, I am beyond happy ever since I knew Allah. I am still getting to know Him more and I am sooo happy to learn more and more about Him.. It makes me fall even more in love with Him.... Honestly.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-5651990032703068172014-12-26T16:59:00.002-08:002014-12-26T16:59:19.864-08:00<br />
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Look at my last post. Its on 28th of August! Its been a while since I last post anything here. I rarely write in social media now, be it on Facebook, Twitter or so. I do not know why.<br />
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Maybe I am way too busy with the life out there. Maybe.<br />
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Or.... I have nothing to share cause I have nothing. One who has nothing, wouldn't be able to give people something, right?<br />
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Haih, I just need some time. I know something is wrong somewhere but I have no idea where and how to figure it out.<br />
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Sigh.. Back to basic. Your relationship with Allah, perhaps? Ya, perhaps.Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-17879076725251988772014-08-28T07:10:00.002-07:002014-08-28T07:10:45.403-07:00Of fever and strength<br />
I worked hard these past few days till I had a fever.... *a loong sigh*<br />
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I sigh not that I feel ungrateful or hates the fever I get but.. I feel bad for myself. I have to ashamedly admit that I am -sort of- a weak person. I easily fall sick. Kalau buat kerja berat sikit, mula lah nak demam lah ini lah.. Why oh why dear body :(<br />
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Err back to my main point, while lying in the bed, reducing the fever and the headache, I made some thinking about that. About why am I so weak.. And how this 'curse' will sometimes limit my activities especially ones that related to dakwah and tarbiyyah.<br />
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But at the bright side, I feel grateful for every sickness I had and I felt, Allah will vanish away all my sins, purifying my heart and self. Alhamdulillah for that... And while do the thinking, it reminisce me to our last mukhayyam last semester.<br />
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Mukhayyam R4BIA which also my first mukhayyam.<br />
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At first, I couldn't worry less about my safety and health as I know myself better. I know that I am weak at this kind of activities -lasak, camping, tak cukup tidur et all- I know I will fall sick.<br />
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But Allah showed that I am wrong. There is no strength than which comes from Allah... I forgot that I have Allah whom the One who lends me the strength all this while.. During the mukhayyam, Alhamdulillah I am all healthy and enthusiastic. All praises are Allah's! Even after mukhayyam, I do not get any fever or anything!<br />
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And I am a human too. I easily forget the nikmat.. I thought I am free from the 'curse' until I went for another compulsory camp due to the course I took. The camp is a week after the mukhayyam. During the camp, Allah tests me with lotssss of sickness. Hukhuk.<br />
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Tudddiaaaa, lain kali jangan nak perasan sangat. Semua benda dari Allah semata.. If you're healthy, thats only because Allah bestows upon you His endless mercy...<br />
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And itulah the first and the last experience of tak-sakit-walaupun-kerja-kuat. At least merasa lah juga kan how my life would be like without the 'curse' :p<br />
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Lol am lembik. But I guess itu semua tidak penting. Yang penting, adalah kekuatan jiwa! Kekuatan iman! Kekuatan tekad dan azam! And the list goes on.. The strength of the inside is mooooooore and moooore important than your physical strength.<br />
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Biarlah demam pun asalkan tak terlantor and kecewa dengan demam tu. Kan?<br />
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Ah, now that I reminisce the moments of mukhayyam, I started to miss it! Never will I forget one of the statements made by someone during the post-muhasabah kudeta's activity by the sea;<br />
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"kita kadang terlalu selesa dengan kedudukan kita. Selepas kemenangan Mursi, kita semua bergembira seolah-olah kemenangan itu sudah pasti jadi milik kita. Lupakah kita bahawa kemenangan itu di tangan Allah, bukan di tangan Mursi? Lalu Allah mengambil Mursi untuk mengajar kita dan membersihkan kita dari sebarang pergantungan lain.. Dan kerja dakwah tak akan terhenti biarpun kemenangan itu seakan-akan sudah sangat hampir.."<br />
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"Antunna adalah pewaris dakwah ini. Jangan terlalu selesa dengan keadaan kita.. All out lah untuk dakwah ini"<br />
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Do the muhasabah.. All this while, benar-benar all out kah kita dalam kerja-kerja dakwah ni?<br />
We all know the answer :'(Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-5166807814330513212014-08-24T07:34:00.001-07:002014-08-24T07:34:13.044-07:00Talking from the heart<br />
Last two days, I met my friend who just lost her father. (Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun.. May Allah puts her father among the believers)<br />
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In past few days too, I don't feel good. My imaan is not in a good state nor in a bad state. I just felt... Empty. I feel far from Him yet feel so close to Him in a way that is too complicated to explain.<br />
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I tried to fill the emptiness with everything but all(that I usually do) just seems not to work anymore.. So I decided to try other way by *kononnya* take some rest and keluar dari rumah (because I guess I'm just too tired being at home for this 3 months long).<br />
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So yah, that day, is the first day I went out for a window shopping, coffee talk yada yada sepanjang cuti sem ni fuh! *kesat peluh* EH tapi sebelum ni ada je keluar cuma tu keluar raya pi open house etc.<br />
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Errr ok SOOOO back to the topic, I think I made a wise decision sebab...... That day is reaaaaaaaaally such a tarbiyyah day for me tsssk. Rasanya macam dah lamaaa sangat tak dapat wake up call macam tu dari Allah wuuu.. I don't know how to put the feelings into words but listening to the stories of my friend-- how she lost her father in a sudden way, how she reaaaally wants to change for good but do not have enough strength and how she has too many things to adapt with her new life--- just make me feel like.... Ya Allah how ungrateful I am T______T<br />
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I tried to put myself into her shoes, but I guess, I am not strong enough to bear with what shes currently facing now... Indeed ya Allah, la yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha... No soul is given more than what it can handle masha Allah ya Rabbb T_______T<br />
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To my dear friend there, stay strong.. Allah is with u. He knows u can handle this and believe me, for every pain, for every heartbreak u are feeling, Allah prepares for you endless rewards there. Dunya is not our place, we can't find the happiness, perfection and eternal that we are longing for because this is dunya. Our heart are actually longing for Jannah, for the hereafter where we will find eternal happiness and perfection. Lets struggle for Jannah in order to see your father whos *inshaa Allah* already rest peacefully there..<br />
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I can't stop thinking about the actual feeling of losing parent but I guess I just can't even imagine ya Allah, may You make her stronger, day by day.. Inshaa Allah. Aameen aameen aameen.<br />
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I am just sooo ungrateful astaghfirullah T____T may Allah forgive me!Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-65176341619049317792014-08-19T06:57:00.000-07:002014-08-19T06:57:01.067-07:00Another random babbling<div>
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A veryyyyyy breath-taking view! Masha Allah! Rabbi, dunya has already beyond beautiful. I wonder, what would Your jannah be like? </div>
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I need a getaway. I need to go somewhere, refreshing myself, fixing the heart and the imaan. Mommm, lets go somewhere and take a deep look at Allah's great creatures and have some moment to be grateful.. Tadabbur alam is always the best remedy for your imaan(that is in the low state)! Oh I need a vacation so badddd!</div>
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Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-91622953322423348922014-08-18T06:56:00.001-07:002014-08-18T06:56:05.743-07:00Oh you still alive there?<br />
There, there.<br />
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Sorry blog! Been neglecting you for monthsssss. No worry, now I'm back ;) be happy ok!<br />
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Lol. Drama sangat dengan blog sendiri. So my 4 months(almost, plus minus) holiday will come to an end. I am excited(because I will be a final year student, iyeyy!) but I feel sad at the same time.. Home will be sooo quiet again. No sounds of my big brother teasing me, no annoying face of my lil brother, no pillow talk with my sister anymore... And I will feel lonely again.I know busy-ness will keep me fine but yeah. Ok stop I dont want to think about that for now. Lets cherish the present and stop worrying bout future!<br />
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Actually I have no idea what to write. But I just feel like updating the blog. Hence, the babbling :p<br />
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Oklah bye!Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-38222449105317235242014-05-28T07:07:00.001-07:002014-05-28T07:16:11.463-07:00Cinta hadir sebelum dakwah, no?<br />
I can't believe my brain finally works!<br />
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I had a fever for 5 days. It was my fault-- I refuse to eat any medicine and I did not take enough rest and actively doing my daily routine. Haha padan muka >:I<br />
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Nah, after we're done with fesko, my fever getting worst and I can't do anything but lying on my bed. And scrolling the FB feeds. What a life..... Ok forget about that.<br />
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So, I read Encik Musab's post on Sabar dan Dakwah, Berpisah Tiada! and I do agree with his points. Dakwah needs patience. Cause its a looooonnnggggg journey with lots of mehnah(tribulations) and u know.... Tapisan dari Allah itu sentiasa ada from time to time. Without sabar ...... I can describe no more.<br />
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I made a deep thinking regarding this and I asked myself, "what actually makes me stay?" And I think I only have one reason, yeah one reason ---- its due to love. Yeap. Love.<br />
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Love towards Allah, ar-Rasul, Islam itself, all my mad'u(s) and of course, the love towards the ummah.<br />
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Cinta hadir sebelum dakwah. Despite feeling syukur, I think what caused(or the exact word is pushed?) me to do dakwah is the feeling of love towards Allah.. U know, U love Him so much so that U want everyone to obey Him, back to Him and U just want to share the sweetness of worshiping Him with everyone.<br />
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Not only that, of course needless to mention, your love towards ar-Rasul... All U know is U just want to fight for what has been fought by him for years..... Its very hard to say because the love towards Baginda SAW is really an indescribable feeling. Its like, U feel like telling him, "I'm taking over your job, I'll let your dream came true, I'll continue your fight, I won't let your ummah stray away" --- this feeling. I seriously run out of words to describe it.<br />
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And of course, the love towards the mad'u(s) and the ummah itself.... How can U help the one U didn't love? Sabar itu hadir kerana adanya cinta... Right? Kan people always say "its okay to be hurt by the one u love" -- thus, its okay if my mad'u reject me cause I won't give up, I am okay to be hurt because because all I know is I just love U and wanna save U!<br />
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Errrr... Yah basically, I think the principles of "cinta dan dakwah, berpisah tiada!" fits me well. But I did not say what Encik Musab says was wrong, no no no, don't get me wrong! For him, its sabar that keeps him going. While for me, the source of strength that keeps me walking is LOVE. Yeap, cinta(Omg why so cheesy when its in Malay)<br />
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May Allah bless me, you and the Ummah. May Allah ease everything for us and did not make it difficult. May we be among those He loves. May His strength will always be with us!Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-56498414698509003092014-04-03T08:13:00.002-07:002014-04-03T18:02:16.925-07:00Di mana pemuda Kahfi?<br />
Di kala Islam sedang hebat dilanda fitnah dan cabaran di mana pihak2 'sana' sedang giat dan berhabisan menjatuhkan Islam dan ummatnya, pemuda di sini masih asyik dengan dunia mereka.<br />
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Pemuda-pemuda Islam kini lebih gemar berbincang tentang fashion, cinta, masa depan yang so-called kerjaya, gadgets dan pelbagai lagi kegiatan duniawi. Izinkan saya meluahkan perasaan.. I'M SICK. Seriously, I'M SICK.<br />
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Sahabat-sahabatku,<br />
Apakah kita sedar bahawa Islam kini sudah tersangat lemah? Lupakah kita akan sejarah Islam yang gilang gemilang, pernah menakluk 2/3 dunia bahkan negara-negara Islam unggul mempunyai pelbagai monumen yang menjadi kebanggaan?<br />
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Aduhai.... Kini, monumen2 itu telah dimusnah kan, ummat Islam pula dihina, dipijak bahkan digelar sebagai pengganas. Kita di mata dunia--- SEPERTI AGAMA PALING RENDAH. TIDAKKAH KALIAN SEDAR?! I have been there. I asked people-non-muslim- whats their opinion about Islam? Rata-rata cakap, ISLAM IS TERRORISM, EXTREMIST, TAK BEBAS dan SCARY. Yes, scary. Apabila berbicara tentang jubah dan janggut, di mata mereka, lelaki-lelaki ini adalah pengganas dan perogol. Walhal, kita arif sekali bahawa Islam ini agama paling indah dan sempurna. Agama aman!<br />
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Jubah, serban dan janggut juga sudah jadi lambang keganasan. Padahal di zaman kegemilangan Islam, jubah itu menjadi pakaian mewah yang dibangga-banggakan dunia termasuk Barat.<br />
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Tapi di mana kedudukan Islam sekarang ni? Isu utamanya, adakah kita aware atau tidak? Sedarkah kita di mana Islam sekarang?<br />
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Lalu kita, sebagai penganut Islam, apa yang sudah kita lakukan untuk membela agama Allah yang mulia ini? Mana peranan kita?! Tatkala Iblis merendah-rendahkan kerana Allah memilih untuk mencipta kita sebagai khalifah di muka bumi, Allah membela kita. Bahkan, Allah mengangkat darjat kita dengan menyuruh malaikat sujud kepada kita. Dengan kurniaan akal, kita dilebihkan dari makhluk lain di muka bumi ini! Wahai! Lalu mengapa kita sia-siakan semua itu?! Mana janji kita di hadapan Allah?! Mengapa kita tidak berusaha membela agama ini dan mengembalikan hak Allah?!<br />
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Allahu Allah... Urut dada melihat list konsert-konsert yang bakal berlangsung di Malaysia. Melihat timeline di media-media sosial juga..... Mengecewakan sekali. Mengapa urusan dunia menjadi keutamaan kalian? Seringkali, gambar-gambar 'selfie', ootd, makanan mewah etc dimuat naik. Apa significant-nya? Adakah ia membantu ummat Islam yang sedang tenat ini?<br />
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Seringkali yang dibincang di media sosial adalah tentang cinta cinta cinta cinta. Kemudian, gadget terbaru. Lagi, apa yang artis tanah air sedang lakukan. SERIOUSLY, PEOPLE?! COME ON. Are those the only things in your mind? Please, I'm begging--lets back to Allah, to the teaching of the Prophet SAW and to the real practice of Islam....<br />
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Tahukah kita....<br />
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Mereka di Syria, Palestine dan Mesir sedang berjuang untuk ummat Islam. Mereka berjuang untuk menegakkan agama Islam dengan darah dan harta mereka. Biarpun anak2 mereka kelaparan, dibom, disembelih dan sebagainya, mereka tetap meneruskan perjuangan demi mempertahankan agama Allah.<br />
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Bagaimana dengan kita? Mengapa kita tidak turut sama bangkit membela agama Allah di kala mereka memijak2 dan memfitnah agama kita? Tidak terkesankah kita walau sedikit? Atau mungkin kita rela Islam terus terkubur? Atau apakah kita sudah terlalu selesa dalam dunia sendiri hingga merasakan tidak ada keperluan untuk hirau apa yg terjadi di luar? Iyelah, sudah sangat selesa dan seronok dengan kehidupan sekarang... Hingga terlupa akan kehidupan yang lebih kekal. Bahkan ada antara kita secara tidak langsung, menjadi antara penyumbang kepada agenda-agenda menjatuhkan Islam(makan mekdi contohnya)...<br />
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Lihat! Mereka membiarkan anak kelaparan, dibom dan diseksa demi untuk terus berjuang untuk agama ini! Lihatlah sahabatku! Anak sekecil ini pun tahu membela hak Allah! Malulah kita.</div>
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Apakah kalian tegar mensia-siakan perjuangan ar Rasul SAW, darah dan pengorbanan para sahabat? Tegarkah kalian mensia-siakan perjuangan saudara-saudara kita di Mesir, Syria dan Palestin?<br />
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Hanya kerana kita punya sofa empuk, tilam selesa, penghawa dingin dan perut penuh diisi dengan makanan mewah, kita jadi lena diulit mimpi... TERLALU LENA HINGGA LUPA-- LUPA SAUDARA KITA SEDANG DIBUNUH DAN AGAMA INI MAHU DIHAPUSKAN.<br />
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Ingatlah akan sabda Rasulullah s.a.w., “Sesiapa yang tidak mengambil tahu tentang urusan ummat Islam, maka ia tidak termasuk dari kalangan mereka. Sesiapa yang ada pada pagi dan petangnya tidak ikhlas kepada Allah dan RasulNya dan KitabNya dan pemimpinnya dan kepada umat Islam, maka ia tidak termasuk dari kalangan mereka (umat Islam).” (riwayat Thabrani)<br />
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Sahabat2 ku, renungi dan tanyalah pada diri, apakah sekecil itu kita melihat nikmat syahadah-- nikmat agama Islam ini? Apakah hanya kerana Islam yang ada pada kalian adalah Islam yang diwarisi, lantas kalian tidak menghargainya? Atau apakah hanya kerana janji syurga kepada orang yang pernah mengucpkan syahadah menyebabkan kalian kebal menahan api neraka yang sangkanya 'sekejap cuma'?<br />
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Kalian..... Tidakkah kalian sayang akan agama ini?<br />
Apakah kalian melupai perjuangan baginda nabi kita SAW dan para sahabat?<br />
Kalau lah kalian tahu bagaimana sakitnya memperjuangkan agama ini.....<br />
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Allahu Allah... Bangkitlah hai pemuda! Kita adalah harapan agama, harapan ummat! Pemuda adalah tunggak sesebuah negara. Jika lemah pemudanya, nescaya lemah lah sesebuah negara itu. Bangunlah, sedarlah bahawa cita-cita kalian yang kini hanyalah cita-cita keanak-anakan! Pemikiran kalian keanak-anakan! Cetek. Kecil dan rendah. Bangkitlah! Sedarlah dan sudah tiba masanya untuk kalian berhenti bermain-main dengan dunia dan mula mengejar kehidupan yang kekal.<br />
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Bangkitlah hai pemuda! Sudah tiba masanya untuk kalian bangkit dan menunaikan hak Allah!!Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-11190414445190319212014-03-12T03:03:00.000-07:002014-04-03T18:10:07.906-07:00She is the best one; my first murabbi.<br />
My finger hits the right arrow on the keyboard which then brings me to the next photo in the album. Picture of her, my first Murabbi in Korea, appears on the laptop screen. I looked at her smile and I smiled. I wanted to cry as I miss her so much and I feel touched whenever I reminisced our moments of usrah back then in Korea....
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Now, when I can clearly recognized the thick line separating jahiliyyah and amal, I feel shame for myself. I feel shame at my murabbi for she knows how bad I am back then...
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But she's still there---for me---not losing hope believing that I will shine someday. She keep nurturing me and keep feeding me with knowledge of the Deen. Alhamdulillah with His rahmah, Kak Huda never give up on me. Though she knows how far I am from the real practice of Islam.
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I remember every single effort she puts on me and my usrahmate. She traveled all the way from Suwon to Seoul just to have usrah with us. Though its just two of us(yep I only have one usrahmate).. She brings us food(of course) and she stay patient whenever we are late and so. Whenever she is busy with her mid term or final exam, she will still make sure that usrah is still on every week --- we even have usrah on Skype wuweee!
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We stay keep in touch even when I'm back to Malaysia. Though we are miles away apart, she had always lend her ears for my merepek stories and so called problem and well.. Shes always be there for me!
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Whenever I came across the stories of Jaafar bin Abi Talib in books or I heard about his story, Kak Huda automatically popped out in my mind. Because Jaafar bin Abi Talib RA is her favorite sahabah! I just couldn't forget the way she smiled while she tell me the stories of him :) Well, thats her. She always feeds me with the stories of sahabah to heals me, whenever I feel sad or facing problems. Till know, I feel closer to the seerah(and thats because of her).<br />
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Kak Huda, you are one great murabbi and I will always keep you in my prayers. I will never ever forget your effort and ilm that you have ever gave me. I just couldn't imagine how can you be so patient with me. Alhamdulillah.. Its all by His rahmah! Thank you so much and I will be a murabbi just like you! I will be a duplicate you to my mutarabbi, in shaa Allah!
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Thank you so much for the tarbiyyah you poured upon me. I will never ever forget that.<br />
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It's two days more and I just can't wait to see you in Malaysia! Come back fast and have a safe flight! I truly loves you, deep in my heart. Come back fast!!Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-4024889287360541212014-03-09T08:18:00.000-07:002014-03-09T08:25:08.371-07:00Praying hard for #MH370. Please come back!<div style="text-align: center;">
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I believe that everyone is alert and aware of the current news (a sad one) regarding MH370 flight that is missing since yesterday. My deepest sympathy goes to the missing innocent souls, their families and all related parties.
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I know it's hurt to hear about the news and the victim's family must be so curious and anxious. However, have faith cause Allah is always there. Everything happens for a reason. There is hikmah and lessons that Allah wants us to learn and ponder.. In shaa Allah.
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This is my first time seeing how all medias actively updates the news like every second! The supports from people especially Malaysians are overwhelming and the prayers keep coming... How I wish this situation happens exactly the same when it comes to the issues of Syria and Palestine....
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They deserve to get exactly the same attention and prayers.. When it comes to humanity, we shouldn't be picky.
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Apatah lagi, we are Muslims, we are brothers and sisters.<br />
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Whatever it is, do pray for #MH370 as well as the people of Syria and Palestine. My brothers and sisters in Syria and Palestine, I'm gonna keep all of you in my prayers and thoughts, always. In shaa Allah.<br />
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Semua gambar adalah belas ihsan dari: IKram Siswa Universiti Teknologi Malaysia JZKKK!Nurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-14268152532077547242014-03-05T05:57:00.002-08:002014-03-05T06:00:17.352-08:00Random babbling from my heartBismillahirrahmanirrahim..<br />
In the name of Allah, The Most Beneficent and The Most Merciful.<br />
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In shaa Allah. Well, I actually planned to update blog more often and benefits others through my writing. But I did not know why when I was outside, ideas are coming like a heavy rain. Yet, when the fingers meet keyboard, I feel blank and empty. Didn't know and unsure of what to write.<br />
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Until last Tuesday, my lecturer revealed the actual skills of writing to the whole class. So now I know what Salim A. Fillah meant by saying, "Kalau kita menulis untuk ummah, maka kita akan bermatian menegeluarkan keringat dan darah" (I paraphrased it)<br />
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Cause YES, you see, it ain't easy to write but trust me, writing lasts forever. And as long as your writing benefits others, the reward keeps coming though you're dead.<br />
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So yah. Basic thing of writing skill is you ought to plan--- what are the objectives, the flow and yada yada.<br />
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So.... Lets start writing more often for the sake of ummah. Okay, lets be more discipline and put a deal within yourself. Letts say, I promise myself to update blog once a week. For now!<br />
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Ok deal, in shaa Allah lets see how it goes. Allahu yusahhil, dear self!<br />
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New semester has begin.</div>
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So far... Alhamdulillah. Everything seems great and Allah help me a lot. He eases everything for me and my heart is truly in peace. Alhamdulillah.</div>
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Or maybe.... Ini aura roh-roh hebat dalam bengkel dakwah UTM haritu kot? Masha Allah, hebat sungguh penangan depa. Sampai la ni teghasa hihu.</div>
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Oh, yes! Last week I attended a 4-days dakwah course held by Ikramsiswa UTM at Pejabat Ikram. Know what? It was ah-may-zing like seriously ah-mayy-zingg! It was superb! Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah.. Apart of the nikmah of having the ukhuwwah between ikhwah wa akhawati fillah, I gained a lot of knowledge, input and experiences- its overwhelming! I just couldn't thank Allah more!<br />
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<b>Fabi ayyi aalaa irabbikumaa tukadzdzibaan</b>, indeed ey?<br />
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Oh well, anywayy, I expected this semester to be busier than previous. My responsibilities are now double and I need to balance the commitment into three-dakwah and tarbiyyah, parent and study. And I promise myself, to be better than ever in terms of doubling my knowledge, time and practice. Allahu, may Allah ease. I have no strength than which comes from Allah. La hawla quwwata illa billah.<br />
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I don't know what else to say.. I just feel like writing because... Err.. My English seems fading. Blergh.<br />
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May Allah bless you, me and all Muslims over the world. May Allah bless the mujahideen in Palestine, Syria and Egypt. May Allah grants patience and taqwa to Muslims in Rohingya. May we keep praying for each other. Aameen.</div>
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Spring in Korea♥ I truly miss those views...</p>
<p dir="ltr">Kata kak Krun, </p>
<p dir="ltr">"Bunga-bunga ini mengajar kita tentang harapan. Mereka berkembang dari sebiji benih lalu mengeluarkan kelopak-kelopak yang hidup. Biarpun ditiupkan angin, mereka tetap mekar teguh pada dahan. Bahkan, mereka akan terus hidup dengan penuh makna. Dan luruh hanya ketika sudah sampai masanya. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Setiap ciptaan Allah itu penuh dengan pelajaran, analogi dan pesanan dariNya.."</p>
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"Seorang mukmin yang kuat lebih baik dan lebih dicintai Allah berbanding mukmin yang lemah. Pada setiap orang ada kebaikan maka bersungguh-sungguhlah mencari apa yang bermanfaat bagi kamu dan mohonlah pertolongan Allah serta jangan bersikap mengalah."<br />
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(Hadis sahih riwayat Imam Muslim)<br />
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Bukan sekadar qawiyul jismi, tetapi yang kuat hatinya, jiwanya dan imannya. Ain't Allah's love more than enough to motivate us?<br />
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"Ketika ujian menimpa dirimu, janganlah engkau meminta Tuhanmu kecilkan/selesaikan masalahmu. Tapi mintalah hati yang kuat untuk menghadapi ujian itu" - Ustaz PahrolNurul Izyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01213755833084908244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1192159340426621535.post-41699084162183161032014-01-22T19:44:00.002-08:002014-01-22T19:44:45.102-08:00The power of L.O.V.E<br />
People are soo into love that<br />
they could kill one another because of love.<br />
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And with love in your heart, you are able to<br />
accept your partner the way they are,<br />
neglect their flaws,<br />
and continuously loving them even<br />
they hurt you for so many times.<br />
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The same case when people in love with Allah,<br />
they will to sacrifice their property, family, loved ones<br />
and whatever it takes.<br />
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24 hours you will mention His name,<br />
always in the remembrance of Him,<br />
always excited to meet Him<br />
and never had enough with His word....<br />
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And do whatever pleased Him<br />
and leave everything that He hates.<br />
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Exactly the same situation when you're in love<br />
with our prophet Rasulullah SAW,<br />
you will love whatever he loves,<br />
and do whatever he do,<br />
and imitate whatever he did and wear.<br />
He became your idol.<br />
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Define your love, reclaim your heart.<br />
Love the right one. Love true things.<br />
And the love will last forever.<br />
And would never hurt you.<br />
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That's true love.<br />
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Maka dua hari lepas, berdentam dentum dan berwarna warni lah langit... Manusia berpusu-pusu meraikan tahun baru. Dengan sorakan, ucapan selamat dan berbagai azam yang disenarai kan..<br />
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Tapi di satu sudut lain, sekumpulan manusia menyambut tahun baru dengan #TURUN berjuang menuntut hak dan keadilan. Dan bersepah-sepah juga manusia berduduk-duduk dengan meriahnya menyambut ilmu-ilmu yang mendekatkan lagi sang manusia dengan penciptaNya..<br />
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Negara Syria pun tidak kurang 'meriah'nya dengan kisah tahun baru mereka. Meriah dengan bunyi berdentam dentum. Tapi tidaklah berwarna warni.. Tapi lebih kepada lepasan bom dari sang so-called pemimpin yang begitu rakus membunuh rakyat sendiri...<br />
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Allahu.... Inikah dunia? Tempat para khalifah ditempatkan? Apakah kita ini sebenarnya sedang berbuat kerosakan pada bumi tanpa kita sedari?<br />
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Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada malaikat: Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di bumi. Mereka bertanya (tentang hikmat ketetapan Tuhan itu dengan berkata): Adakah Engkau (Ya Tuhan kami) hendak menjadikan di bumi itu orang yang akan membuat bencana dan menumpahkan darah (berbunuh-bunuhan), padahal kami sentiasa bertasbih dengan memujiMu dan mensucikanMu? Tuhan berfirman: Sesungguhnya Aku mengetahui akan apa yang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.<br />
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Surah al- Baqarah: ayat 30.<br />
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Apakah manusia sudah lupa akan tujuan penciptaannya? Apakah kita terlalu leka dan asyik dengan dunia hingga terlupa kampung sebenar kita?<br />
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Saya tertanya-tanya, atas tujuan apa tahun baru itu disambut? Atas dasar apa kita terlalu gembira dengan tahun yang baru?<br />
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Ingatlah, masa-masa yang berlalu itu tidak akan pernah memberi apa-apa makna dan erti sekiranya diri kita masih di takuk lama, masih diulit jahiliyyah! Bukankah setiap saat yang berlalu itu menghampirkan lagi kita pada kematian? Bukankah hari yang baru, tahun yang baru itu merupakan petanda bahawa masa kita sudah semakin suntuk?<br />
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Harapan itu selalu ada.. Pintu taubat senantiasa terbuka luas.. Tetaplah bangun untuk kali kesepuluh biar telah sembilan kali kita jatuh!<br />
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Hidup adalah tentang pilihan.. Life well or live hell, we choose.<br />
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